Whatever happened to those days when friendship had no OTHER meanings...it was just friendship.....no selfish intentions...no weird expectations....no corrupt motives....
Those were the days when friendship was just fun. Being with friends was the intention, helping them was the motive...selfless talks used to fill the days and nights. I long for the days gone by....when people did not judge friends....when I was not skeptical of people....when we did not know what bad and good were defined as....no judgement passed...no perceptions about looks and get up....
Now, I think thousand times before talking to people....talking like one of my own...will this person try to use me? Is this the right person to be seen with? Is it the right time to talk to this person?OH!! I so hate myself....not just the world around me...I have changed too....I am as much to blame for the lost days of friendship as others who taught me all of this MATURITY...
Why can I not simply talk to someone for the behaviour....Even with friends...why do I have to think twice before saying things...good or bad.....Will the person think I am trying to be too good? Will the person feel bad if I say this?
OH!!! For all the maturity and growing up...I hate it all......hate everyone and myself for this.....
But can I still actually stop talking to people...NO
I still want to talk to people as friends do...as friends in their childhood spend wonderful time.....say anything compliment for everything and complain for everything....I want to go back and do all that again....Take me back...my dear fate I do not belong to this age..this world....just tale me back....
Those were the days when friendship was just fun. Being with friends was the intention, helping them was the motive...selfless talks used to fill the days and nights. I long for the days gone by....when people did not judge friends....when I was not skeptical of people....when we did not know what bad and good were defined as....no judgement passed...no perceptions about looks and get up....
Now, I think thousand times before talking to people....talking like one of my own...will this person try to use me? Is this the right person to be seen with? Is it the right time to talk to this person?OH!! I so hate myself....not just the world around me...I have changed too....I am as much to blame for the lost days of friendship as others who taught me all of this MATURITY...
Why can I not simply talk to someone for the behaviour....Even with friends...why do I have to think twice before saying things...good or bad.....Will the person think I am trying to be too good? Will the person feel bad if I say this?
OH!!! For all the maturity and growing up...I hate it all......hate everyone and myself for this.....
But can I still actually stop talking to people...NO
